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The
first few pictures I painted weren't very good at all, and maybe God had
to humble me because he asked me to give them to people...honestly I
knew how bad they were and I argued with Him so as not to embarrass
myself.
But the
feeling was so strong I had to listen and reluctantly handed them to
various people.
The
first painting I gave away was a kind of pink universe with gold
writing. The Lord told me to give it to a relatively new friend I'd
made. I really didn't want to and even apologised and said she could
throw it away if she wanted to, but to my amazement her mouth dropped
open, she'd seen it in a dream, even the gold writing!!! I was stunned,
I thought she was teasing me but she wasn't.
The
second was the four horses of revelation, finished in the early hours of
the morning before I heard my pastor preach on it that day.
The
third was again of revelation, but the New Jerusalem, with a verse of
scripture down the side. I stayed up till 5 in the morning to finish it
something I would never do!!! (I just can't stay up that late
normally!!)
I had a
friend arriving that day and I ran upstairs with the finished painting
and said to my son. ‘Right if Jenny says anything about revelation then
this is for her.’ When my friend arrived to see me that day the first
thing she said was that she’d been reading revelation that night and
hadn't been able to sleep.
The
Holy Spirit jumped inside me and I ran up the stairs, ‘this is for you
from God’ I said (not really knowing what I was saying) As she looked
and read the words tears rolled down her face as she told me that God
had given her that very image and that scripture 3 years ago, to
encourage her and lift her up.
I
carried on painting as life got a little harder and God began to use the
art to minister to me too.
Each
painting has been my own journey and I guess a lot of people have
travelled the same road.
I say
this because at one exhibition, the presence of God was so strong that
people would come and cry at the stall because a painting had moved
them. Sometimes they would just tell their story, incredible stories
some of joy and triumph, some of pain and sorrow but each one a
privilege to hear.
One man
looked at psalm 23 and just stood and cried, he didn't say
anything...but just walked off quietly, that really moved me.
Another
young man said he's seen the days in a vision but they were active and
moving like in the beginning, another woman said she' d been where psalm
41 is, she bought it to remember how God had blessed her and carried her
through that dark time. |